Rainy Edinburgh
Hey guys
Was some time since i wrote....
Been working and the weather here in Edinburgh is getting worse, lots of rain. Have to buy some wellies when i got cash again.
Finally got gymcard again so now im getting into my routine finally! I know i´ll need it when it comes to depressing weather. Im not living as close to the gym as before. Now i have to walk for 10-15 minutes but that should do me good.
Ok i´ve been off 2 days now after working 4 days over the weekend and its tireing when people wanna go out during friday and saturday and ur working the next day. And of course I do wanna go out and met my friends. And im always working weekends so im kinda getting used to it now after 2 months. Well working in an other country is truly an experience. Its cultural clashes and language barriers. Its going up and down, some days it feels like im actually doing stuff right and the other days it feels like they´re going to fire me the next day.
So all this is abit stressing, not knowing if im gonna be able to stay here or not. I dont mind but i still wanna do something with my life, start or figure out what i wanna do. I mean i thought i finally actually did know what i wanted to do but those plans crashed and im almost back on square one. I hate this, the not knowing state of my life. Why cant i just figure out over a night what i wanna do all over again.
Its kinda funny cause sometimes like now i´ve these moments when i actually think in Swedish and not English and when that happens the words that do come out is usually swedish. Its comes and goes.
I was at work for a couple of days ago and i realised out of the blue that im a swedish girl living in Edinburgh and speaks english. I know it seems clear but it just hit me that im not english, haha. Sounds probably seriously weird but i just felt not swedish when i realised that i am!
So im coming up on 4 months here on monday. It goes fast indeed. But at the same time not. Feels like i´ve been here so much longer.
Well dont know what to write anymore.
Im checking pics of Nice and im longing back so much that it hurts!
Take care
Was some time since i wrote....
Been working and the weather here in Edinburgh is getting worse, lots of rain. Have to buy some wellies when i got cash again.
Finally got gymcard again so now im getting into my routine finally! I know i´ll need it when it comes to depressing weather. Im not living as close to the gym as before. Now i have to walk for 10-15 minutes but that should do me good.
Ok i´ve been off 2 days now after working 4 days over the weekend and its tireing when people wanna go out during friday and saturday and ur working the next day. And of course I do wanna go out and met my friends. And im always working weekends so im kinda getting used to it now after 2 months. Well working in an other country is truly an experience. Its cultural clashes and language barriers. Its going up and down, some days it feels like im actually doing stuff right and the other days it feels like they´re going to fire me the next day.
So all this is abit stressing, not knowing if im gonna be able to stay here or not. I dont mind but i still wanna do something with my life, start or figure out what i wanna do. I mean i thought i finally actually did know what i wanted to do but those plans crashed and im almost back on square one. I hate this, the not knowing state of my life. Why cant i just figure out over a night what i wanna do all over again.
Its kinda funny cause sometimes like now i´ve these moments when i actually think in Swedish and not English and when that happens the words that do come out is usually swedish. Its comes and goes.
I was at work for a couple of days ago and i realised out of the blue that im a swedish girl living in Edinburgh and speaks english. I know it seems clear but it just hit me that im not english, haha. Sounds probably seriously weird but i just felt not swedish when i realised that i am!
So im coming up on 4 months here on monday. It goes fast indeed. But at the same time not. Feels like i´ve been here so much longer.
Well dont know what to write anymore.
Im checking pics of Nice and im longing back so much that it hurts!
Take care
Mystery healed computer!
Ok, guys I dont wanna jinx it too much but it seems like after almost 2 months w a laptop who havnt worked properly.
From a blue sky it actually works as normal now! COME ON! Im happy about it but wouldnt be chocked if it brakes down again.
Ok so what else what else.....
On monday there was this big leaveing party for a guy; Shaun it was lots of fun, was working the day after but it wasnt too bad!
Im now off until saturday. I was hopeing i would have gotten the deposition from my old flat by now, so i could spend these days getting back to my gym routine, but no cash yet, wich equals no gym!
The tattoo is healing well and im really happy with it!
2day i have been doing the dishes, cleaning and washing! Aww im so wifey!
Ahhhhh i saw the movie; kiss kiss bang bang aswell! SEE IT its hilarious!
On friday me and Sabine is gonna paint the town red and on Saturday after work im going to a bbq.
I love Edinburgh in bloom, or is it me who´s blooming? ;)
Take care
loveya
From a blue sky it actually works as normal now! COME ON! Im happy about it but wouldnt be chocked if it brakes down again.
Ok so what else what else.....
On monday there was this big leaveing party for a guy; Shaun it was lots of fun, was working the day after but it wasnt too bad!
Im now off until saturday. I was hopeing i would have gotten the deposition from my old flat by now, so i could spend these days getting back to my gym routine, but no cash yet, wich equals no gym!
The tattoo is healing well and im really happy with it!
2day i have been doing the dishes, cleaning and washing! Aww im so wifey!
Ahhhhh i saw the movie; kiss kiss bang bang aswell! SEE IT its hilarious!
On friday me and Sabine is gonna paint the town red and on Saturday after work im going to a bbq.
I love Edinburgh in bloom, or is it me who´s blooming? ;)
Take care
loveya
Broke!
Hello again!
Another weekend have gone by me working and 2mrw monday when im off everyone is working or like 2nite when i really wanted to go out and get drunk. But as u can see from my headline im broke so im at home, drinking my sorrows in tea.
I also wanna go to the gym or run but i cant do neither can i? No money for gym and me knee cant handle running.
But right now i just DONT GIVE A FUCK!
Nite
Cajsa
Another weekend have gone by me working and 2mrw monday when im off everyone is working or like 2nite when i really wanted to go out and get drunk. But as u can see from my headline im broke so im at home, drinking my sorrows in tea.
I also wanna go to the gym or run but i cant do neither can i? No money for gym and me knee cant handle running.
But right now i just DONT GIVE A FUCK!
Nite
Cajsa
IM BACK!!!!
Ok guys!
I havent written in ages now! Probabaly not in 5 weeks or so, so lots have happend but im not gonna do 5 weeks now. Lets do a quick recap and then off to normal life here in Edinburgh.
Ok, i did go home to Sweden for a week, to have an interview at a school there. So me and my dad drove up and down on the same day ca 9 hours of driving. And half through the lady that was doing the interview asked me: do u have any injuries in your wrists?? Yes i have. I havnt thought about that before that an old sport injury would stop me now. She wanted a doctors approval of my hand. I thought about it, didnt go to the doctors. My hand cant cope with the work its gonna have to do. So now im back here in Edinburgh since 2 weeks, chatterd plans a new tatto and i´ve changed flats. So im now living with one of my best friends.
Thats what can happen in life i guess. Sucks, but i have to look forward. Dont know if im staying here in Scotland for the rest of the year ( I might) as long as i have a job and somewhere to sleep im gonna try to stay here.Figure out what else i wanted to study and become.
Well thats all for now, gonna have to head to work. I also heard the weather has been awesome in Sweden, well i just have to say: what is sun????????? scottish weather does not include such thing!
Over and out
All the best
Cajsa
I havent written in ages now! Probabaly not in 5 weeks or so, so lots have happend but im not gonna do 5 weeks now. Lets do a quick recap and then off to normal life here in Edinburgh.
Ok, i did go home to Sweden for a week, to have an interview at a school there. So me and my dad drove up and down on the same day ca 9 hours of driving. And half through the lady that was doing the interview asked me: do u have any injuries in your wrists?? Yes i have. I havnt thought about that before that an old sport injury would stop me now. She wanted a doctors approval of my hand. I thought about it, didnt go to the doctors. My hand cant cope with the work its gonna have to do. So now im back here in Edinburgh since 2 weeks, chatterd plans a new tatto and i´ve changed flats. So im now living with one of my best friends.
Thats what can happen in life i guess. Sucks, but i have to look forward. Dont know if im staying here in Scotland for the rest of the year ( I might) as long as i have a job and somewhere to sleep im gonna try to stay here.Figure out what else i wanted to study and become.
Well thats all for now, gonna have to head to work. I also heard the weather has been awesome in Sweden, well i just have to say: what is sun????????? scottish weather does not include such thing!
Over and out
All the best
Cajsa
