Rainy Edinburgh
Hey guys
Was some time since i wrote....
Been working and the weather here in Edinburgh is getting worse, lots of rain. Have to buy some wellies when i got cash again.
Finally got gymcard again so now im getting into my routine finally! I know i´ll need it when it comes to depressing weather. Im not living as close to the gym as before. Now i have to walk for 10-15 minutes but that should do me good.
Ok i´ve been off 2 days now after working 4 days over the weekend and its tireing when people wanna go out during friday and saturday and ur working the next day. And of course I do wanna go out and met my friends. And im always working weekends so im kinda getting used to it now after 2 months. Well working in an other country is truly an experience. Its cultural clashes and language barriers. Its going up and down, some days it feels like im actually doing stuff right and the other days it feels like they´re going to fire me the next day.
So all this is abit stressing, not knowing if im gonna be able to stay here or not. I dont mind but i still wanna do something with my life, start or figure out what i wanna do. I mean i thought i finally actually did know what i wanted to do but those plans crashed and im almost back on square one. I hate this, the not knowing state of my life. Why cant i just figure out over a night what i wanna do all over again.
Its kinda funny cause sometimes like now i´ve these moments when i actually think in Swedish and not English and when that happens the words that do come out is usually swedish. Its comes and goes.
I was at work for a couple of days ago and i realised out of the blue that im a swedish girl living in Edinburgh and speaks english. I know it seems clear but it just hit me that im not english, haha. Sounds probably seriously weird but i just felt not swedish when i realised that i am!
So im coming up on 4 months here on monday. It goes fast indeed. But at the same time not. Feels like i´ve been here so much longer.
Well dont know what to write anymore.
Im checking pics of Nice and im longing back so much that it hurts!
Take care
Was some time since i wrote....
Been working and the weather here in Edinburgh is getting worse, lots of rain. Have to buy some wellies when i got cash again.
Finally got gymcard again so now im getting into my routine finally! I know i´ll need it when it comes to depressing weather. Im not living as close to the gym as before. Now i have to walk for 10-15 minutes but that should do me good.
Ok i´ve been off 2 days now after working 4 days over the weekend and its tireing when people wanna go out during friday and saturday and ur working the next day. And of course I do wanna go out and met my friends. And im always working weekends so im kinda getting used to it now after 2 months. Well working in an other country is truly an experience. Its cultural clashes and language barriers. Its going up and down, some days it feels like im actually doing stuff right and the other days it feels like they´re going to fire me the next day.
So all this is abit stressing, not knowing if im gonna be able to stay here or not. I dont mind but i still wanna do something with my life, start or figure out what i wanna do. I mean i thought i finally actually did know what i wanted to do but those plans crashed and im almost back on square one. I hate this, the not knowing state of my life. Why cant i just figure out over a night what i wanna do all over again.
Its kinda funny cause sometimes like now i´ve these moments when i actually think in Swedish and not English and when that happens the words that do come out is usually swedish. Its comes and goes.
I was at work for a couple of days ago and i realised out of the blue that im a swedish girl living in Edinburgh and speaks english. I know it seems clear but it just hit me that im not english, haha. Sounds probably seriously weird but i just felt not swedish when i realised that i am!
So im coming up on 4 months here on monday. It goes fast indeed. But at the same time not. Feels like i´ve been here so much longer.
Well dont know what to write anymore.
Im checking pics of Nice and im longing back so much that it hurts!
Take care
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